had a setback. Texted the W and told her if she wants her own phone account in case she is hiding something that is one thing, told her I am not going to waste my time digging through the records. She replied and said wow, that is not even what I was suggesting, and that she thought we didnt need to share the expense of her phone bill while we are going throught this "situation". She then asked me, what has gotten into you today, you were fine until today? so i beat myself up metally, texted back that I have had a bit of a setback, stressed out and apologized forthe text. She then asked what setback? I said I am working on myself to be a better man, father and husband. And I let work get to me. she writes Look... im glad you are working at getting better and I just want you to focus on you and your work, anything more than that will become difficult, dont you think?
I replied: I dont know the answer to that, trust me I dont think things should go back to status quo, I would like to slowly work on us. I feel we can have space for ourselves. I am starting to see god's path, our marriage as a covenant and the importance it has for us and our children. Her reply: Sounds like your reading a book. I replied: Books, church and just having a clearer head. Her reply: well Im glad for you. I replied: thanks
that is where it ended, did I overstep anything? did I plea or beg? we havent spoken much in the last week and a half, so I got a little bottled up and spilled some. Any input would be appreciated.
