Several emails from STBXW. She wants to see if things might work out for "us", she is unsure if I can really ever "forgive" her.
The thing that comes through, however, the most IMO is that she is sorry (she says so), but it's mostly that she's feeling sorry for herself for having got herself into the mess she got herself into.
I will state clearly that prior to the EA, I was not blameless for the state of our M, but I have owned my actions and choices.
How likely is it that she will ever fully own her part? I guess that's what I want to see first to know that change is really possible for her.
M-47,W-40,No kids D-filed 5/27/2010 Piecing - 10/21/2010 -=Soon to be banned=-
