It's been a whirlwind few days! I spent the week on a girls get away that was an absolute blast! It was a huge confidence booster because sometimes I feel anger/fear toward my H about moving forward b/c I feel like I'm 'used goods'. But, I am really beginning to believe that this momma's still got it!
I am also now back home. Ahhh, it feels good to be here. Lots of opportunities that are just beginning. I had an interview yesterday and have another tomorrow. I'm so excited to figure out who I am again and have a lot of great people around to support me.
H has been around quite a bit to see DD. The interactions between him and I have been good - light and friendly. No R talks. I am working really hard on trying to let go of expectations, because I still find myself having to work on my reactions when he tells me about upcoming business trips, or not being able to attend certain things. One day at a time!
So now my question is about boundaries for myself. I don't want to sound like I'm super into myself, but I got a lot of attention from the boys this past weekend and it was nice. One (who is aware of my 'baggage') has even been texting me. I've seen on here before that a lot of people think that pursuing other relationships doesn't work when DBing, and I want to know more about that. I am very careful with my interactions with this new friend b/c I am well aware that I could just be excited about having someone to talk to and who shows interest in me after those things have been lacking for the past 8 months.
