I've had rare what I would label 'loving gestures' from H in the last 9 months. When one would come it use to send me spinning thinking H still loved and cared about me.
Since you don't run off and live with somebody else when you love and care about someone, I got smart and realized those gestures meant as much as no gesture at all.
So, now when the rare gesture shows up I've detached enough to not have it mean anything more than a mere curiosity.
When you get to the point that you can get past the anger and can forgive your H, you'll find it's really for you and a peace will settle over you.
