I know i sound like a doormat. I've never had an affair. But I acknowledge that I have contributed to my H's A because of my failure to deal with issues we've had in our M even though my H had threatened divorce over them at least once before. I acknowledge that i've pushed him away over the years. Now, by standing by my H while DB and doing the 180, I'm trying to show my H my love for him and that I am able to change. I am hoping he will realise our M is not something he should just discard over an infatuation.
But if after all that i've done, my H still wants a D, then I know i've done all that I can and would have no regrets.
M 39 H 41 T9 M6 EA found Dec 09 Separated Apr to Jun 10 Currently in house separation
