I'm still stuck in the exact same place with my h. I no longer am contacting him AT ALL! surprisingly it feels really good to just not be in his drama of how horrible he thinks his life is. He did forward me two emails on Friday. One was about a bill for real estate and he wants to know if he should pay it or "let it go"... I chose not to respond. His other email simply said "for my teeth"... And just an attachment for work he wants to get done for $4000. I'm not sure why he thinks I would want to be involved in his financial decisions if we are D... Really? I also chose to not respond. He then texted on sat morning. When I did not reapond within 10 seconds he texted again. He is soooo impatient when he wants something. So he wanted to know if I was home. I told him I wasn't and he said he wanted to come by for something he needed later. I said that was fine. He never stopped by. I was gone all day but can always tell if he was here and the thing he wanted was still here.
My therapist does agree he is depressed from what I have told him... The way he is acting like a child trying to "shake me up" for a reaction. My therapist said that is his way of "hooking" me and probably doesn't even know he is doing it. He said it isn't weird or strange for someone who is depressed to try to change everything in their life and think everything will magically get better.
I say good luck with the magic and I am having a harder and harder time wanting this m to survive.
So random or not random. This is the world I live in and I am so sick of it. I guess I just don't have much hope any longer except that h isn't doing anything to move ahead our d...hmmm.
I do think he is still infactuated with ow. She wrote on his facebook wall the other day "O....M....G.. You were born in 1976. Damn your old" I laughed so hard. I know that crushed his little heart. He is very sensitive about looking older, he has been getting gray hair for a bit now and it is very upsetting to him.
On a brighter note I went skydiving the other day and it was sooo much fun. I wanted to tell my h about it. I didn't though because in his high school world text messaging is the preceded form of communication and. Texting will not do the experience justice to explain everything. Ohh, when will my rebellious teen/husband grow up and get help?
