SunnyD,

As always thank you for the support. I am not as optimistic today as I was earlier. It seems just when I think everything will be okay, it gets messed up somehow. I am trying to stay positive, but it is really difficult for me at the moment. I have to fight for everything, and it is stressful. Always this way for me with everything. Never easy, but I will survive somehow. I cannot journal tonight for some reason. I have to work on an amended OSC response in case I have to go to the hearing by myself which scares me so bad that I could mess up. The paperwork is hard because it is so important and involves emotional content.


I need relief from the pressure. I am going to miss a family reunion too. I am so disappointed. It is the day before my hearing 8 hours or more away from where I live.

Anyways, thank you for checking on my sitch.


ME-41 W-33 M-8 D-8 S-4 D 5/17/2010
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