Well today did not go as well as I thought. The money on the credit card was not as high as I thought it would be, so I could not retain him. He will do the paperwork, but I need to come up with more cash. I will be working on that problem everyday until the hearing. I have to make work because he said that this hearing is as important as some trials, so my kids are not taken and abducted by W to Japan. This is a very serious threat. I need to know of a company or anyone that will loan me $1,200.00 ASAP. I do not like to ask these questions, but I have no choice. My kids are the world to me, and I have to stop her from taking them.

I am going crazy with this sitch. It is becoming very scary.

The job looks to be between me and another person. I may have to interview a second time. How do I bring up that I may be in court sometimes when I am being hired for a job while someone is on leave. It is so stressful everything for me. I am holding up well, but I need a big break in my life and soon.

I am praying, and I found another four leaf clover. I hope this helps me.

Wife is coming home late again. We all went to dinner, but W and I do not even say a word to each other.

The kids are great, and I am fighting so hard for them. I have to.


ME-41 W-33 M-8 D-8 S-4 D 5/17/2010
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