I had read somewhere that the addicts FIRST RUSH is always their best and they spend the rest of their addiction trying to recreate that and keep failing.. so they up the dose hoping to get the first rush again only to STILL FAIL... so they keep upping the dose and pursuing that first time again and again until they crash apart comletely...
Frightening thought... but it all makes sense.. infidelity this makes sense too...
The first time tehy cheated it was exciting and they keep wanting to recreate that but they can't quite get it, so they try again and again... They get riskier and make more mistakes, get caught and it slowly falls apart after that...
