New Game- Exposed

[navajo]

I'd like to look her in the eyes when I let go and tell her "maybe we could be friends one day" but the above quote leaves me thinking I could ruin my vacation rather than relax.

Any thoughts tonight?

I know each situation is different due to circumstances and personalities but I can tell you that today, I was a little bit blue at one point during the day, but it didn't last long. the overriding feeling though is calm, relaxed and upbeat. I think it REALLY helps to just get the ball rolling in a direction. Limbo is where the bad feeling cropped up for me. What if this, what if that... Just finally making the decision and making myself and my boudaries and consequences understood really calmed me. You just HAVE to make sure you are really at the point that you can and WILL let them go if needed for your own sanity and self worth.

I think you and your D will have a BLAST on vacation whichever way your talk goes Thursday!

As a final note, I am NOT trying to give advice here! I am WAy too new at this and still feeling my way in the dark. I am only relaying my current thoughts. Listen closely to Puppy. He has your best interests in mind and is damned good at this!!!

(OK, I need to point out that the CAP key only works occasionally on my keyboard so i am not intentionally missing the i's etc. It annoys me no end! HA!)