I am proud that thru the most painful and Springer-esque circumstances, I've maintained my dignity and a small modicum of grace.

I am grateful to have wonderful, supportive friends in RL and here as well.

I am proud that I've addressed my own issues and continue to work toward being a better woman.

I am proud that I've finally gotten in touch w/my own emotions and internal process.

I am grateful that I've been able to see my contribution to the break down of my M.

I am grateful that I have a much clearer, more realistic view of H and our M.

I am grateful that H still manages to spur me toward being the best I can be, even as he seems to be de-evolving into the basest human he can be.

I am proud that I am a survivor and am willing to fight, even in the face of overwhelming odds and the disapproval of most of my friends and family.

I am proud of my tenacity.

I am proud I haven't kicked the mother-fu*(ing $hit out of OW or put a butcher knife thru H. (figuratively speaking, of course)

edit: forgot the most important one

Last edited by Ruined_No_More; 07/21/10 02:08 AM.
M & H: 40
M: 5.5 T: 7.5
OW: 7/09 Bomb: 9/09
Sep: 3/10 H files 7/10

still m'd, unsure how to procede

Soapie:
1: http://tinyurl.com/vulcanized1
2: http://tinyurl.com/vulcanized2
3: http://tiny.com/vulcanized3