and is it normal to think that I am wasting precious time waiting for something that may never happen.. when at my age, since life is so short..I should be out there finding someone who i can grow old with? I mean it's not like I'm going to get Divorced and then run right out and start dating again, but man i really miss the intimacy.
Gees, that sounds so shallow. i am actually not even looking forward to dating at all..there are so many creeps out there. But I do know that I enjoy the company of a companion and I hate to sound like a perv or anything, but i do like to have sex sometimes too. It takes awhile to find someone that you would want to have a relationship with too. But then again, God has some kind of plan for me..i wish He'd give me a clue, cause i can't figure out what He wants me to do.
