thanks for staying you two. I have been getting lots of feedback from the guys but it's nice to get a woman's perspective too. At least I think you are both women..not sure why I just assumed that. So what do you guys think of my predicament?
I have been having a rather tough time lately. I came here today to read and just get a feel for what I'm doing wrong, right and what's normal to be feeling.
Not sure if you two have read any of my stuff these past couple of days..but I have been panicking pretty much every day. Looking at his face and the way he's acting, he just seems to be planning some bad thing...and feels guilty for what he's doing or going to do. And it scares me. He is home, has been for almot 3.5 months..says he's trying, but he doesn't appear to be doing much of anything but waiting for something. I can't for the life of me figure out what. it just doesn't seem to be good. If he was trying he would be talking to me, including me in his plans for the future, making plans with me for when he quits his job as he tells me he's going to almost every day.
