punkin..are you living at home by yourself then? i really do miss my H when he's gone, except for when he's being all sneaky and guilty looking. Then I wonder what new thing he has come up with to make himself feel better. It's gotten to the point where i don't even want to know, cause it's so darn painful to see him be able to hurt me. I know I have a part in letting him hurt me..but just to think that he would even be capable of that after all we've meant to each other, well..it just shakes my world. i don't want to believe that he has it in him to be that mean and cruel.
