SA & CW - I think you both have found a new calling in life. Dream interpretation. You certainly got more out of it than I did. I'm just dead tired of the dreams night after night. Put a palm with a neon light up in front of your house.
My detachment from him, unless I am kidding myself, is such that I can't see myself ever back with him. The person he was is just a faint memory, and it wasn't all that supportive of me in the first place. I'm afraid that what I want is for him to chuck the OW, come home on bended knees with tears in his eyes, so I can tell him to FH. The person I loved is, like, dead. I've had a grieving process. I just have to wait to get the will and property taken care of.
Do I sound callous? I haven't had a single loving gesture from him in 5 months. I'm standing, but for me, for my family;not him, and not the R.
Don't mind me too much today, it's just my time of the year.
