Yes, She is truely mentally disturbed. How do you call begging me back and then I say ok and then not come back. That is screwed up. That was the last straw-it hurt me to badly. I got excited only to be let down which was worse than the first break up. I was just another shock. It was to much. She is almost at the bottom. I don't know how her life can get much worse than it is with her parents banning them from their house, her brothers and me. She could probably care less. She doesnt give a damn about anybody unless they are willing to help her out. This is not the women that I was married to. I have to keep reminding myself that she is gone. Never to return. I think she is to far gone to come back. Things in her life are only going to get worse. I would have done almost any reasonible thing for this girl and she betrayed me, used me and basically scorned me for no reason whatsoever. I did nothing wrong. I am one of the few I think that can say that they did not do anything wrong. So doing a 180 is not going to help. Doesn't matter, I am not planning on doing anything but get over this and live my life.
