I have a question for everyone out there. My anniversary is in 2 weeks. Do I get anything, acknowledge that I remember or anything? I have never forgotten an anniversary but I am not sure how I feelthese days. Some days I want to wait it out and reconcile if possible. Other days I want it over so I can get on with my life. Things have been somewhat better, but not where I want it obviously or I would not be saying this stuff here now. What are some of you out there's breaking points? I do not think I have reached it, but I am kind of curious what some of you think. I think my problem some days is that I would like to have another kid, so I think I am putting time constraint on her to come around and I think that is what has hurt my patience a bit. If Ido not see major change by so and so, kind of crap that may be sabotoging myself. Any thoughts?
