MWG, I hope things go where you need them to. You've had a really difficult row to hoe, so to speak.
I read a bit of wisdom that has stuck with me: when you are at your worst, the best is near. And vice versa. Realizing those things can help us to become wise.
M: 16 years Bomb 4/07 OW 20s long gone Divorced 11/09 I remarried New Guy Cooperative r w/X regarding D