Taylor ... you have got to stop beating yourself up! Crying is not pathetic, it's theraputic. Let it out. Cry, scream - whatever it takes, as long as it's not to H.
Please try to remember that those of us who are gently, ok, not always gently, suggesting you GAL and detach have been EXACTLY where you are. Have you gone back and read some of the other sitchs? That helped me a HUGE amount! HUGE! Reading other people's journeys and seeing that everyone starts in the same place made me feel not so alone.
(((taylor))) PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
