Well, another day and I am still feeling sorry for myself. Maybe not as bad a the last two. Dreamed about the situation all night long. Dreamed that things were normal again that this was just a nightmare. It really sucked to wake up. I feel like my problem is worse then everyone elses but I know it is not. We are mad at each other right now so I know that we will probably never talk again. I don't think I will ever see her again. It is kind of a sick feeling. I told this person all my deepest secrets, my goals, my thoughts, my life and know she could give a rat's behind about me. She is moved 600 miles away, started her new life and forgotten all about me and our family. I guess we had grown apart, I was working two full time jobs and going to school. I just can't believe that she is now married to someone else. It is insane. I can't get it through my head that she is not mine anymore. The one person that I used to talk to about my problems is gone. I feel so alone and lost.
