No, I don't think I will ever see my ex again. I think it is a done deal but I did the same thing that you did Geronimo, I told her a bunch of things that just made me feel week about myself. She knows I love her and wanted her back. She did need to here it again. I moved to this board because it is over and I need to accept it and get on with my life. I am starting to dream about her now. This was my only safe place. I don't know if this means anything or not like I moving into a new stage. I hate this stuff. She was no good and worthless. I need to get through my head. She was not good for me this R was not finacially nor emotionally good for me. Why will I not do what is so easy to see and let it go and forget about it. The reason I am saying this on your thread is because I know how to feel. You are not alone in your lostness. I feel sorry for you.