Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

You may be right, the "normal life" may be the exception. I'll concede that for now, but I feel like that sense of normality could be restored if proper communication was opened between us - which it truly never has been. I've known this since reading Men are From Mars, Women are from Venus recently.

If this is the "real" her, I'm not sure if I can accept this. I'm loyal to a fault. I always have been. I want to help her through this, and make sure she isn't broken again. I'm her H, I devoted my life to her 4.5 years ago when we were M. I owe her through sickness and health, regardless if this is the "real" her or the "broken" her. I think that's just my loyalty and love.