After Exposure - Keep It Going

[Quicksilver264]

I'm sorry for your pain, QS. I will pray for you this morning.

Puppy

Thank you Puppy. I definitely need it. After reading your sitch, I really thought there was hope in mine. But after last night, something about the whole thing just changed.

@ Allen:

I guess this FT didn't work out. She came so HIGHLY recommended, and this was my absolute LAST shot with my wife and counseling.

It was just horrible to watch it all slip away last night. When my wife said "I just want to move on with my life and be free. I don't blame him for this, it is just how it worked out", I just felt it all go.

All she wants is to be away from me. She wants to be "alone" in "her own place" as far away from me as possible. I don't know how much further gone you can get.

Like I said, only a miracle could save this now. But I do have to keep my dignity. And selling this house and parting ways might just help me do that.

I told her I would talk to a Realtor and then make my decision.

At the VERY least, the house won't sell for at least 3 months, and maybe she won't resent me sooooo much.

With me letting her COMPLETELY go like this, maybe, just maybe, things won't seem so bright and fulfilling when she knows I have truly moved on.

Maybe that is what needs to happen for a miracle to take place. Maybe I have to do THE most painful thing I have ever done in order to open up the possibility of an 11th hour turn around.

But I WILL keep my dignity in all this.