I have been reading on here since April and I guess its time to finally say something.
My wife and I have been married for 10 years and seperated since March. I found out that she was having a EA that has now turned into a PA. I did the usual begging and everything else that drove her away even more.
Over the last week I have started letting go and I feel so much better. The only contact I have is dealing with our 3 kids. I always thought that it would kill me to let go but I am still alive...
I do love my wife but I now know that I will be fine without her. Since March I always made decisions with what she would think as my deciding factor. I now make them for me and my kids and my life is better because of it.
I still have moments when I want to break down but since I started to let go they dont happen as often. I finally realized that I dont want to be with someone who doesnt want me.
