After Exposure - Keep It Going

[Quicksilver264]

The utilities are in her name and she can cancel them at any time.

Then I have to pay to restart them.

I think I am pretty much done. The things she said tonight just have done it for me.

She IS putting the dog down on Friday. I simply CANNOT forgive that.

I am hanging by a thread with all this.

You guys always say you only get 25-30% of what really goes on. Well the other 60-75% is absolutely horrible.

I WANT to keep going, but after tonight it's REALLY hard.

Even the FC thought I was taking too "hard a line" with all this. She said I wasn't looking at my wife's point of view at all, and "what decision could you make to show love".

My wife also said that I was a "monster" and was vindictive, and that she was "afraid" of the divorce process with me because of how I would react.

I think it's time for me to write the Dobson letter. I mean my wife said to the FC she was taking that job to get away from me.

I kind of think it's time to talk a a realtor and then agree to put the house up for sale. That way it looks like I made an INFORMED decision about the process. It will take months to sell the house anyway, and by that time I might have another job and can just buy her out and kick her arse OUT.

And yes she is still living here. But she is going back to her friends tomorrow.

But you guys have to know I toed the line HAAAARD. I was unwavering, and unyielding. Even the FC said so. And it just made my wife madder.

Oh also Allen read where I said she was talking about me having to have the upper hand. That infuriated her!!!