Why is it that some days are so much worse than others?????
Although the good days out number the bad...there are just those days that you feel like you want to pick up the phone and call your H. Of course I won't...but why do I still feel like I want to at times. When does this go away!!!!!!!
I haven't heard from my H since the text message about feeling lousy...almost two weeks ago. No D papers...he hasn't come to pick up the rest of his stuff. Do the actual papers provide closure? Does knowing that I probably won't see him again make things better? I hate these low moments. All the GALing in the world does not eliminate them.
I am having a "new beginnings" dinner party at my house with a bunch of friends this weekend. My H and I always loved to host dinner parties. He was always sooo involved in the menu. I can't help but miss his input. Arghhhhh. I hope it is just that time of the month (sorry guys TMI)...I feel terrible.
