After Exposure - Keep It Going

[Quicksilver264]

Well it again was a HORRIBLE FC session.

I said my pieces, and DID NOT BACK DOWN about selling the house.

And she is calling tomorrow about canceling all the utilities. She said I am doing this "out of revenge".

She said she now wants to move on to her "own place" and is almost definitely taking that job far away. She is just waiting for the paperwork to come through.

I just played a 700$ a month in bills and utilities hand of poker with her. That's not including startup fees AGAIN for the utilities to be in my name.

She kept coming back to "what kind of person I am" and how spiteful and revengeful I can be.

And here is the absolute KICKER:

When talking about the confrontation on Saturday she said:

"It's a power struggle with him. It's almost like he ALWAYS has to have the upper hand. He just won't give up about this, and he's pushing me out of the house."

The eyes I get now are hateful. Also the body language and actions do not give me lots of time or care.

And that is EXACTLY what I saw tonight. She is LIVID at me exposing the Facebook guy. "It's NONE of your business what I do now that we're separated".

It really feels like I made things a whole lot worse with all this. But I know that's not the case. She is just so determined and so stubborn that I don't think anything would have ever changed her mind at all. This whole thing has been about me and my dignity and sanity from the beginning.