Heartbroken and needing help!

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Thanks Rys and Grace - Headed to Orlando for 7 days of watching basketball and cooking for 12 growing 16 year old boys! But I actually am looking forward to it.

So today, I took S to counselor today. The C has been our MC and H's IC. He handled it really well. C said that son was skeptical about H's stories - said that son was aware that there was something "wrong" with his dad.

H took son to lunch today - spent 30 minutes with him - told him that he was having his car fixed and that there were multiple places he may be living over the next few days/weeks. Hoping to settle into a night security job at extended stay hotel so that he gets free room. School will start soon - so H will return to his job as HS counselor...yes that's what he is.

I went to IC this evening. Just lost it - but am getting much closer to detachment.
Counselor encouraged me to detach as needed but to remain compassionate to H's plight.

God help me!!!!!