Beyond Depression..but still a losing battle?

[Lucky11too]

You're right tho. He does seem to keep trying like he wants to be with me, but why does he keep sabotaging it with OW3? He knows I can see all his phone activity, but yet he continues to do it. I told him OW3 was inappropriate 2 weeks ago, then I told him again on Saturday that there was to be no other woman in his life or no me in his life. Am I not being clear here?

So right now, he texts me "I'm not one to be into signs and karma, but I do find it odd that our birthstones are not only on me (tattoed) but bunched together..." (he's been doing a nautical theme on one arm with an anchor for S, etc and most recently added a crab with various treasures - I guess ending up with both our birthstones of dimond and ruby put together). haha. Too funny. I guess karma has a sense of humor. =P It just seems interesting that he sent me those horoscopes yesterday that basically said we're good together (despite the difficult times we would face) and then now today, he texts again about us being together thru the "sign of the tatoo". Hello. This is what I have been saying all along! Is he finally seeing the light? Then again, why continue to have R with OW3 then? Anyways, I didn't make a big deal about it and just wrote back that it was rather interesting.

I'm just perplexed about this OW situation tho! What am I doing wrong here? I feel like the detachment is working but maybe it just takes time? hmm...