Almost without fail, every interaction, whether good or bad, eventually backfired on me and left me scrambling to recover.
This is exactly what has been happening to me. I am not going to talk to her anymore. I wasn't answering phone calls but I still listened to messages and read texts. It made me happy one time and then sad latter. It is not good for me to have interaction with her. Just let her go and live my new live. We are not a part of each other's life anymore. I just have to realize that.
