I don't know when feeling of kicked in the stomach goes away. I am sorry that you feel that way. I hope it leaves you very soon. I have the same feeling. Exes do crazy things to hurt us, the ones they suppose to have loved, when breaking up. I have done some bad things lately. I don't have an answer for you I just wanted to say I am sorry because I know exactly how you feel. And it is not good. Sorry.