I put this in another post but I have always replaced one girl after a break up. It has been the only way to get me over the first. I have gone for years in depression before I met someone that gets me out of it. No, I don't tell them I am still yearning for other women. I know that is not healthy. I dated alot in april and was having fun. When my ex married a guy she had just met it just floored me. We had just went on vacation and talked about getting married. We had been talking on the phone sending emails about how much she loved me and then got married. She is a pill head and I know they respond strangely to things. I do not want this feeling ever again. We had broken up many times and got back togeather, she has been to rehad many times, it is just not going to work because she is not going to quit. I do not want it back. I dont know what she wants. She called last week and told me she made a mistake her place is with me, we were made for each other. I told she could come back and I would forgive this. She could get marriage annulled. She said she would and then didn't show up, I guess changed her mind. This is my feeling and heart that she is destroying with no care in the world. I want out. I want to be healed. I want new relationship, not marriage, not sex, just someone to hand with that likes me for me and doesn't want to use me for my money. What do you say to that? I just cant get out of the pain.
