Yes, she is an addict, that has been in rehab many times. It is impossible to love someone like this or help them. I should have gotten out a long time ago. She cannot have a R when she is on the pills. She will lie and love anyone that will do something for her. She will use anyone.I don't see substance abuse on her very much so I would like to know how others handle it. I am not here to bash her anymore or to win her back. I want to be better for myself. I want to have my life back. Not this, not what I have. It is the darkest worst place in the world. I was sucicidal last week. Now I am trying to pick myself up. Well that is a long way to go. But, with you guys help maybe I can. No, I am sure I can. I want to sleep and eat. I just don't.
