Am posting in this forum because it's time. Thanks to everyone who has helped me and offered advice... it has all been much appreciated.
I am trying to think this isn't a failure but something I need to do for me. H chose to cancel our MC w/o telling me & said I can't give him what he needs so it's time to let go.
Dropping the rope indefinitely.
I plan on seeing a L as soon as my finals end for the summer semester since I'm bogged down w/ studies and work right now.
H for some reason doesn't want me to involve a L or this to go to court which I can't understand since he has his own L who inititally sent me his petition for D.