Does it matter? I don't think so. He thinks I am calling her. I had let it go and was talking on this until she started wanting to come back. Begging me back. I thought we had worked it out until she didn't show up. I told him to look at the cell phone bills to she who is calling whom. Well, I am sure he knows now. I don't care about her. This was too much. It is destroying my as a person, worker, student, everything is destroyed, right now, my health, my mind if all lost. I am wasting away and cannot get out of it. Wallowing in my misary with no escape. Hope is gone once again. .
