"I need to know what you would considered "having tried". Does it mean months of counseling, does it mean you think we'll only be done if I fall in love with you again? What? I hesitate to ask because I don't want to give you false hope, but sometimes things are so overwhelming I can't think straight. This may be guilt and fear talking, I don't know. I know I spent a lot of last night feeling like I was destroying everyone's dreams with my selfishness. I want the people I care about to be happy. I need to sleep a little more so I guess I'll see you when you get home."
