WAW Using God III

[pigskin]

Journaling:

Had a good, quiet weekend. W had kids at in-laws. I spent most of the time cleaning the carpets and straightening up our house.

Had weekend plans with a friend of mine, but they fell through, so I didn't do anything "fun".

In a holding pattern with my situation as I await the paperwork from my L on his first run through of the dissolution agreement. I'm really interested in how my W will react when I hand her the papers. She still says nothing about the logistics of divorce, and is driving nothing.

I don't think of my W much, when I do think about us, it is more along the lines of "what a shame, and a senseless development".

I think I would love to have a girlfriend, as that would help me move on completely. I feel "ready", not for something serious, but more of a fun hanging out relationship. But I think it would definitely be best to wait until the dissolution goes through. After all, I don't really want to have to tell potential girlfriends I'm still married. I don't think I'd date a woman who was still married, no matter how estranged she was from her husband.