Briefly thought "Why bother? I'm hurt enough. I don't think I can get past this? It's too much"
Then I realized that THIS isn't my W. This is an addict and if I abandon her (regardless of the final outcome) then my sense of "right" and "commitment" and "follow though" for my D is lacking.
And I won't do that to D.
You're thinking correctly, CD.
This is the "storm" thing I told you about earlier. There simply is no way to get to other side, but thru it.
