I'm really trying to detach from W until we can get her moved out. I'd love to take son away but our schedules just are so crazy right now. There are some local fairs at the end of the month that I'd love to take him too. That will keep my mind off things.
I've been spending a lot of time with friends who are all aware of our issues and are very supportive. I'm working on getting my "balls back" I just don't know how to do that right now.
I've been out of the game for so long I don't even know how to flirt anymore, I guess that will come in time. I suppose I have a lot to work on before I can even think about dating. Maybe I was considering it out of spite??? Who knows???
M: 36 W: 29 S: 2.5 EA: 2/2010 OM1 D Bomb: 3/2010 PA: 6/2010 OM2 W moved out 8/2010 Loc: DE, USA
