W didn't come home with D. Just as I was going to text "It's 9 pm. You said you were coming home"
I get "Did she nap? Right after her bath she wanted her movies"
I said "We had a really fun, outdoors weekend, She napped two hours each day. She SHOULD be tired, She's two"
Well, she's asleep NOW!
I send "So You'll be staying at (SIL's name). Call the daycare and let them know you'll be dropping her earlier'
"I did. And now I have a "meeting" in the morning.
(My first thought/hope? The owner would like to see them)
OM's STBXW saw no sign of OM at SIL's. I decide I'm going to recharge the GPS. Find the camera. Download several nice "evidence peices". Worst news? Her COUSIN (aunt's son) is in the pictures. I wonder what lies she told him to get access to his jet-ski?
AND I FOUND HIS TRUCK at SIL's. He must have arrived later. Fantasy Island again. Getting sick of the level of disregard for D.
Now, I HAVE to expose to mom and aunt. BOTH in person. THIS WEEK!!!
I need to hear the lies being told.
I need to tell the truth.
Anger and depression.
Briefly thought "Why bother? I'm hurt enough. I don't think I can get past this? It's too much"
Then I realized that THIS isn't my W. This is an addict and if I abandon her (regardless of the final outcome) then my sense of "right" and "commitment" and "follow though" for my D is lacking.
And I won't do that to D.
Again, I also read on another thread that 'sometimes, you just have to decide to be happy'.
But quitting may make me happier sooner, but at what cost?
But if I don't get my chit together at work, I'm going to start fearing I'll lose that, too.
