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[A_goodman]

Par,

I'm a newbie to posting. But I've been reading a lot of posts here for some time. I've been impressed several times when I've read your advice to others. You know all this stuff, but this serves as a lesson to all of us that knowing the right thing to do doesn't make it any easier. It sucks. For every one of us. And it makes you crazy sometimes.

Dude, don't throw in the towel on the forum. Sure, choose whatever forum is right for your situation, but stick it out till the end. These people are your support group right now. And you can vent anytime night and day here. Plus, not every day is going to blow like it dies now. You have the knowlege and ability to help a lot of other folks. Coach is always saying "go do something nice for someone". Well you can do that right here. It helps you too.

That suicide thing is scary. You need people around you who know you and care about you. Like it or not, you got some of that here. But Steve Macqweenis right. Please get a concelor so you don't play those thoughts out ever again.

Much love bro.