I just got home from Church and it was a very interesting and fitting service. It had to do with reaping what you sow, which seems to have a lot of significance in regards to what a lot of us are going through. I did pray for God to give me the strength to handle today, I am going to mow the lawn get some sun and not be here when she gets back. I will go to my Brother's and hang out until she gets home and texts me asking where I am.
It was interesting that a neighbor of ours sat next to me at church and she said she noticed something was bothering me, I filled her in a bit, not too much and she said she knew when she first met me that I was a warrior. It felt good to hear that and the reassurance to be strong and fight for what I believe in and to be the warrior my children need me to be.
