I know that your angry... I'm angry too, it's impossible to think about moving forward without your W but we have to do it. I've been asking myself for 4 months now why do I still love my W. After all that she has put me through why do I still care?
Now that I know she is with OM2 and having a full blown R, I had to let go. I can't keep torturing myself with the thoughts. This is the weakest I've ever felt and the darkest place I've ever been. I know that there is something better for all of us LBS's.
We need to learn from our mistakes. We need to continue waking up everyday knowing that today will be better then the last. I truly believe that time heals all. Before you know it you'll meet someone special and your X won't be in your thoughts any longer.
I'll unfortunatley have to deal with my X for my lifetime due to our son. I'd prefer never speaking to her again but that isn't an option.
We will provail you'll see.
M: 36 W: 29 S: 2.5 EA: 2/2010 OM1 D Bomb: 3/2010 PA: 6/2010 OM2 W moved out 8/2010 Loc: DE, USA
