Thank you mishka. Trying to stay busy this am. STBXW went to church this am for the 1dt time in a while.
Just keep reminding myself I have to be strong for the kids. Thinking about does stir up a lot of emotions in me, though. Strange that I do not want stbxw anymore but I'm still really angry at her for what she's about to do to our kids. I know the kids will make it through this, but there is nothing that brings out emotion in a parent like hurting their kids. Damn her!!
