Thanks again, Punkin! I can't say it didn't hurt to watch him ride away yesterday, but that is the choice he made over 9 months ago.
Your dreams don't surprise me. They are the way your subconscious is trying to deal with the fragments of your life. Detaching is a great tool during the day, but since we can't do that on purpose when we sleep, our dreams are free to act out in any way.
You are doing a great job at GALing and taking care of business. I know you've had lots of practice, but this time your H is mentally deployed and it is a different beast altogether.
Do you have any idea as to what he may be holding back? I find that my gut instincts are stronger now than they used to be. How about you?
