SA,

Again, congrats on a great party. Having the upper hand is such a delightful place to be, isn't it? You did the adult, responsible thing, and he slipped away into the night.

I'm still having dreams at night about my husband, so real I wake myself up talking in my sleep, and I've never done that. Last night I woke myself up - no jokes out there - kissing the pillow. The dreams are not erotic by any means, more mundane.
I had a busy day Friday & Saturday, wasn't depressed about my sitch, or even gave it much thought more than the emails we exchanged. I've been sleeping without meds and want to keep it that way.

I feel he is keeping something from me, but his anger at me is still foremost in his mind. I know I don't need to worry about his troubles. As daughter #2 says, He dug his own grave, he can dig his own way out.