SA, From your posting...sounds like the party was a huge success. That's what counts. You were a delightful hostess who went to great lengths to make sure everyone had a great time. You handled the situation w/your h gracefully and that's all you could have asked of youself.
Pursuing? Not likely...you were seeing one of your guests off for the evening. He definitely wasn't comfortable and he rode off into the sunset w/plenty to think about.
Your journey has had its ups and downs, but you have found your footing and no matter what happens, you are going to be okay.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
