I've been thinking about this alot and I just don't know how I feel right now. The thought of dating scares me, I feel like I'm just leaning towards dating so that I'm distracted from all of this.

I'm amazed that my W has no remorse after coming home the next morning from her "date". I guess since she is the WAS she's moving faster then I am.

But your right "par4me" I don't want to hurt anyone just to help me get through this. I guess time will cure all of this. My friends encourage me to go on some casual dates. It will help my confidence and as long as I'm up front with the other person there are no expectations.

I just don't know what to do.. I'm sure I'll figure something out one of these days.


M: 36
W: 29
S: 2.5
EA: 2/2010 OM1
D Bomb: 3/2010
PA: 6/2010 OM2
W moved out 8/2010
Loc: DE, USA