To all, thank you so much for your kind words, encouragement, and for being there!
I was me yesterday, my best me. The me that attracted H in the first place. It wasn't fake or put on. I have realized that I had lost that me along the way a lot of the time. Guess what? That me likes being back. She can stay as far as I'm concerned because she is fun, confident and genuine. The best thing is that I'm back, and not in MLC. lol
This has definitely been my journey, too. I'm learning a lot about myself. Who I was, am, and how those two are one and the same. They can coexist quite nicely, and I will enjoy life as it comes.
If H ever did decide to come back, I believe with a lot of hard work, patience and time we could have a better M than ever. If H decides to never come back, I believe that I can have a great life without him. I am gaining the tools on this trip to use to make whatever happens happen without regrets.
