I know just how you are feeling. Yes, I still miss my H and it hurts my heart at times. Especially those times when there should be two and now it's only one.
I do want to let you know that it DOES get easier. Detaching and just doing those things and managing them by yourself naturally builds up your self confidence. Life goes on with or without H, and he can't be relied on at this time for anything. Just know you can rely on someone, and that's YOU!
I'm impressed at how far you've come in a short time. Keep putting one foot in front of the other. You're doing great!
